woohoo~

went out with dear to watch L change the world o!!waited for so long edi...finally get to watch...so happy^^
L still so cute+handsome+etc...
even though it's not as nice as death note1&2...but then still ok ba...compared to other "funny" movie...this time got 1 little girl and 1 little boy...very cute o!!but L still the best...hehe^^

after that went for lunch...i insist that i want to go big bowl...i dont want mi hun kuey anymore....scared liao la...surprisingly....big bowl got so many customer o!!haha~

went to holiday plaza....seems like hp become our second hot dating place liao...haha~walk around to ask for psp de price...cheaper than cs de lo...dear copy me...want white colour de....

then went to his place...play ps2...dear was so cute!!!he was so timid la...haha~
dear bully me!!!!!!!

hmmm....i swear i wont take public bus on sunday anymore!!!!
it was so scary+etc!!!
i hate those foreign worker especially black black de....if you know me...you should know that i am ok with other races de people de....but today they really make me feel like scolding people lo!!i hate them stand by my side when there are so many empty places around!!!!i hate it when they keep on moving up and down...i mean their whole body....keep on touching my shoulder....my skin...grhhhhh!!!!!!!!!i really hate it!!!!!

我讨厌他们用他们的下半部一直在我的手臂肌肤磨蹭!!我讨厌他们靠我那么紧那么近!!!我讨厌!!!
还有那些外劳用那种色迷迷的眼神盯着我看,真得很讨厌!!我已经换了几次位子了耶!!最后还坐到司机后面...真得很受不了...
那一刻我真的希望我的男朋友是体贴的会送我回家
那一刻我突然好羡慕妹妹哦
超想哭的咯

姐妹淘

这一篇
用了我最喜欢的粉红色
*原本想用我最最喜欢的白色的，但是白色看不到*

所谓的姐妹淘
是怎样的呢？
其实很久以前就有听过了
但是一直没办法明白这3个字包含的意义
脑子里总会猜想着姐妹淘应该是怎样的
但是始终没有一个明确的答案

现在呢？
也许
应该
算是
有答案了吧

姐妹淘
就像我们3个人这样吧

我们算是姐妹淘吗？

比好朋友还要多
关心
感情
我自己无法说明
但是我想
应该就是像我们这样的吧
就算很久没见
就算只是偶尔联络
就算有了另一半
感情还是一样
好到甚至会让另一半吃醋吧
哈哈

姐妹淘
还是谁能够告诉我它的含义呢？

姐妹淘
至少我认定了你们俩哦
我最好的姐妹

went out for the past few days...with family...with dear...with friends...

met jacyln,eeHsin,jieshi,xinyi today.
went to sushi king o!!honestly...i prefer jusco de ramen shop...hmmm....dont really remember what's the name of that restaurant...haha~
actually wanne celebrate jacyln's birthday in advance de...but then forgot to buy her a cake...aiyo...when i reached kipmart there only i remember....blur queen la me...
oh ya!!we took neoprint again o!!second time for this month o!!hehe^^

going out with dear again...tomorrow....going to watch L change the world!!!woohoo~~
qi dai-ing~~

shall update now ha...was quite busy for the last few days...

sunday and monday...
i was busy with the forms...the application forms...ntu...nus...smu...all singapore uni de lo...nothing special with that ba...just cracking my head for which will be my first choice...second choice...etc...but my results damn teruk la...which uni will accept me o...
oh ya!!monday was the last day to kemaskini the ipta form...i still insist...statistic is my first choice...hopefully i can get ba...god~please help me!!pray for me k?

went to post all the documents needed yesterday...using pos laju...so expensive lo!!i rather go to singapore and hand in by myself lo...maybe cheaper leh!!somemore can go there and have fun leh!worth it loh!!anyway....i posted it edi...haiz...


went to taman u to photocopy more certs...saw jacyln o!!haha~my little heng heng wants her o!!this girl ah....really can tipu small kids de lo....
then went to jusco!!bought my 7-zai!!so cute!!

today went out with dear...at first nothing special de lo...went to leisure mall...again...then go to danga bay...want to fly kite de...but it was so hot...so decided to go home....but then he miss that place...at the end we decided to go taman u there de C&M...to scold that guy who cheat on my dear...that nicky really tipu my dear lo...he thought my dear very good ah...tipu him...so bad la that guy...then both of us scolded him...waited for so long for their supervisor...but he or she din even appear lo...surprisingly...their GM came...then we talk to him...he admit it's their fault...and promise will try to find that thing for my dear within one week...their service really bad lo...especially that nicky!!waited for bout 2months edi le!!

honestly lo...i wont go there anymore...so memalukan lo...this is the first time i scold people leh!!because of their service...and it's dear's first time too!!hehe~but my dear was so cute la!!hehe^^
oh ya!!that GM gave dear 50% discount for the things dear wants to buy...haha~

after that dear went home with me...we play wii...dear was shower with sweat....haha~now only he know ba...this can be so tiring...last time keep on saying me very lazy...play also dont want...hey...but what we play today is only small case leh...din even run or play hula hoop leh...that one worse lo...lagi tiring lo...

ok...now i want to watch they kiss again episode 15...hehe~tata~


*after that have to continue applying for private uni here...
anyone has any opinion?or suggestion for me??

happy birthday to heng & zhen!!

celebrated their birthday on saturday night...buffet...many people came you know...i mean "relatives" la...dear consider as "relatives" too?!coz he was here too...hehe^^

i thought he will be here before time to help me with those stupid balloons...but then...he went to kl la...so late only reached jb...then about 8pm only reached my place...aiyo...me very brave lo...tied all the balloons together leh...you guys know that me very very scared of balloons de...
*praise me praise me!!*

dear fetch me to airport to get the birthday cake...it was so huge!!so heavy you know...3kg leh!!of coz dear help me to carry lo...haha~know what?!we took about half an hour for that "journey" o!!it was so long!!sis-in-law even called me asking me where were we...she thought we lost our way edi...haha~i was asking dear why he drive so slow...he said because he scared that cake will fall down...aiyo...silly guy la...but i like!!so cute!!

i was so crazy that night...even put the cream on my father's face...hehe^^no one dares to do that ba...haha~dear was a bit shock ba...i know he felt uneasy...too many people edi...dont worry!!i am there with you!!

dear was there with me until very late...worry for him la...have to drive back home at night...his eye sight not very good de leh...actually wanne ask him to stay at my place that night de...but then he has to go out early in the morning the next day...haiz...

hmmm....last but not least...HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!HENG & ZHEN!!!

went to school this morning...to certified my cert...the first time i went back to sigs by my own o...no one go with me o...chyeching very brave o!!walk around the school alone...even went up to office o!!
*praise me!!praise me!!*


baby twins went for injection...pain pain o...their 1year old injection...

dear came and fetch me...off we go for lunch...hehe^^
then went to pelangi...looking for balloons and etc...it was raining heavily outside...no choice...we ran to his car...hehe^^wet wet liao lo...shirt wet wet...pants wet wet...hair wet wet...very cold o...
then we went to jusco...get more balloons...hehe^^we talk...we laugh..we play...it's nice having him by my side...

was playing Wii just now....long time didn't exercise liao...very tired la..haha~but it's fun!!

wanne sleep edi lo...tata~

times to update!!
i know i have been lazy for the past few days for not updating my bloggie...know why??because i was feeling down...tired...etc...

became a baby-sitter for the past few days...it's really not a good job...it's tiring to jaga babies at night...really salute those mothers who took care of their babies when they are still small...

went to NUS with my friends yesterday...quite fun actually...but it's kinda tiring though...i really hate that selamat la...we cant stay in singapore for too long...have to come back early...or else sure get into traffic jam de...but know what?!we reached jurong east mrt station at 230pm...then that causeway link was so packed!!but that uncle forced us to board the bus!!according to him...they dont know when will the next bus reach there...so regardless we want or not....we have to board that bus...sigh....when we reach singapore custom...we ran as fast as we could...but there were so many people waiting there!!took us so long to wait at there you know?!got into the bus but no place to sit again...when we pass by malaysia custom...me and jacyln's brother ran so fast so we can get a place to sit...haha~
and again....that causeway link uncle forced us to get down the bus at dont know where...so pathetic la us...really ulu lo...jieshi's mother came and fetch us...thx a lot ya!!

and today...
went out early in the morning again...for the talk at bangunan tionghua there...with hanjie and his parents...saw kexin o!!long time no see edi...she's still very thin...worry la...
after that went to melaka with them...mmu's open day...went there and have a look...met his sister....then off we go for dinner...it was fun in the car...haha~know only i understand why hanjie *ehem*....ok...it's our secret...i wont tease you anymore...but dont gets on my nerves o...haha~i was so tired and fall asleep...with dear holding my hand...feel so secure...dear was so kind and gave me his jacket...but i think he gets flu edi la...because of me...really weak la...aiyo.... *heart pain heart pain*

actually i just reached home....1hour ago...and now i am blogging...and later i am going to sleep...hehe^^

oh ya!!i was so shock when his mum hold my hand when we walk around...and his dad really good lo...help me in this and that...his sis also nice nice de...they make me feel so warm...they really make my day o!!love them so much~

ok...that's all ba...good night^^

nothing to say.
that's all.
only dear knows why.

dear,
it happen again...
i need you...

tomorrow is the day.

wake up early in the morning today.cant remember what's the last thing i told him last night.ehem.we just fall asleep without hung up the phone.haha~and it just ended like that.
it was juivy and irene's message that wake me up though.both of them sms me the same message.

PN GAN:ALL SHOULD WEAR SCHOOL UNIFORMS.PLEASE INFORM THE REST.SEE YOU ON TUESDAY.ALL THE BEST.

gosh...we really have to wear school uniform again...even though i still remember that we have to wear it to school tomorrow...ok...i found my black shoes just now...never mind...tomorrow will be the last time i am wearing that uniform...END OF UNIFORM LIFE!!hehe^^
dear wont be able to see me tomorrow ba...dont know why he likes to see me in school uniform...but he himself dont like to wear his...weird guy...

wanted to see my dear...so i went out...but then it was raining...and now still raining...so i decided to stay in his house instead of going out...dear hold my hand...i love it!!can feel that he's really with me...by my side...

what's my feeling now?honestly..i dont know...everything is set and wait for me tomorrow...what can i do is just go and face it...just hope that i dont fail any subject...that's good enough...dear...remember what you promise me o...

last but not least...wish me good luck o...and all my friends...jia you!!

tomorrow is the day.

NTU open house 2008

went to NTU open house with my friends today...jacyln, yuekling,eehsin,chunhui,jieshi and chienwuan...we are very happening group o...hehe^^

7am then went to bus stop and wait for eehsin...her dad fetch us to perling...because we are going to singapore using second link!!we all meet at da zhou can shi...at layang there wor...then off we go!!hehe^^

we sat at the last 2 rows in the bus...making lots of noise ba...hehe^^

oh ya!!there is a sweet loving couple o...so sweet~~hehe^^they make me keep on thinking of my dear...haiz...although i keep on making fun of them....but i really feel happy seeing them together...both of you must sweet and happy always o!!together forever~

it took about 2hours for us to reach NTU...because we miss the bus at custom....then waited for 20+minutes for another bus...hehe^^NTU is really big lo...amazing!!i like the environment there...but the hostel hor...forget hall wat edi...not very nice lo...it's like for workers de....haha~

there are many faculty o...i got many informations from there o...and lots of cute cute de souvenirs...hehe^^and i love the unagi don at canteen A!!nice o!!

after that..we decided to go home...as nowadays ah...traffic jam like mad...that Selamat guy la...faster go back to jail la...aiyo...board the shuttle bus at 3.33pm...NTU prepared the free shuttle bus o!!so nice right?!luckily no traffic jam at all...reach perling at about 4.40pm...but then that causeway de people very bad la!!ask us to go down and wait for other bus at bukit indah there...no choice...ask dear to come and fetch me...dear is kind enough to send 5 of my friends to layang there....haha~

dear very bad de...force me to drive...fulfilled his dream liao lo...
we walk around in the park...so nice...walk,talk,play...that's more than enough ba...can this be consider as quality time that we spend together?hehe^^

went to watch show bout election...wow!!bn lost quite a lot o!!now,penang,kedah,perak,selangor and kelantan do not belong to bn anymore!!very surprise lo...even my place here for DUN,bn also lost liao...dont know whether the future in malaysia will become better or worse...hope everything will become better ba...at least dont become worse lo...or else we will suffer de...

oh ya!!we saw nat at ntu!!that superstar o!!

dear,i miss you.

woohoo~~

haha~when i was reading newspaper early in the morning...about election...as it's the hot topic in malaysia recently...i saw something familiar on the other page...up there....STPM!!!!haha~

finally...stpm results coming out...next tuesday...11 march o...

dont know how to describe my feeling right now...it's kinda rojak actually...
i dont think that i can get good results....but then at least dont fail any subjects ba...hopefully....

ok....tomorrow i am going to singapore with my friends!!!first time i am going to ntu o!!haha^^ya..i didnt type wrongly...WITH MY FRIENDS...not my dear...he still insists not to go there...haiz...it's a long journey tomorrow ba...hopefully we dont get into traffic jam for too long...i really hope that dear will change his mind tonight...although i didnt ask him edi...as i said before...i wont force him to do anything that he doesnt want to do...

know what...i love taking bus with him...but he doesnt like it...he prefer driving by himself...i cant deny...it's more convenient if he's driving....but if we are taking bus....he can teman me...we will have more time together...maybe...we are from different world ba...what we think of always different de...haiz...

shall stop now...it's dinner time!!hehe^^

went out today!!hehe^^
went for lunch with dear...wan tan mee...dear very scary la....dare to eat chicken leg...haha~funny la...looking at him eating those things...haha~

jb o...really got no place to go liao lo...everytime go pelangi,leisure mall,jusco...haiz....this time we go the store+carrefour....haha~weird right..?the only thing i like is we went to mc donald!!have sundae and fries!!woohoo~~just sit there and talk...it's our memory...hehe^^

went to jusco at last...haiz...no place to hang around...harris again...dear couldn't find me!!!hehe^^he said he walk for many round but couldn't see me o...he was very anxious ba...maybe you will ask...why dont he call me??we got handphone ah!!hmmm....it's because....he carried my bag for me...hehe^^my handphone is in my bag..so.....haha~

going to ntu with jacyln they all this saturday o!!looking forward to it o!!
i hope my dear will go with me too...really hope so o...but i know he wont change his mind de...even it's for me...sigh...

if you are not hanjie...please dont read the following message...hehe^^

know why i hope you will go with me?because i want you to be with me...by my side wherever i go...i really cherish every moment we spend together....i dont know after this few months...where will we end up to...maybe we wont get to see each other that often...maybe we wont get to go out as we want...like now...so...i really hope that we can spend more time together...

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i am frustrated.now.
who dont want to get into a good uni?!who dont want?!

those adults have to understand something...if you want to get into a good uni...you have to get excellent results!!if you cant even fulfilled the minimum requirement...dont think of getting into that uni!!this will only upset yourself...me myself dont want to have that kind of upset+disappointed+down+etc feeling....

the only way that dont make yourself feel disappointed is dont hope for something that is tough to get.

they dont understand how i feel...i am worry...i am scared...all kinds of rojak feeling...i am scared i cant get a good course...i cant get good results...I AM WORRY!!!!!

they dont understand me...the only thing that they will do is...make it worse....make me feel bad...feel like crying now...stpm is definitely not a good choice to go through...struggle...

i am not genius...maybe i do get good results in the past...but stpm is totally different!!!i did put in hard work...maybe i am not hardworking enough ba...haiz...

i just want to try to get a way to comfort myself...and please...dont make me feel worse...i cant take it anymore.please.

perhaps

i am naive.i am hurt.i am not good enough for him.
but do not worry for me...i will recover...soon.i just need time to clear my mind.

went out early in the morning today...feel so tired now...wanne have a good sleep tonight...without worries and tears.

visit ntu and nus website just now...ntu open house 2008 this saturday...930am to 7pm...election at malaysia o...but election is none of my business...yet...haha~ whereas for nus is on 15&16 march...9am to 6pm...
who's going???tell me o^^drag me along o!!

i saw 2 imu medic students at century specialist this morning...they make me feel like study medic course leh...but i know my own ability...i know where's my limit...dont think i ll be able to do that...you can say that i dont trust mysef...i dont have confidence...i dont mind...


eehsin~
forensic science...sounds fun...but I'm not too sure what am i going to study for this course leh...can you tell me more about this course?hehe^^
i feel like taking pure maths leh...although it might be too general...and it might make me crazy...haha~

jacyln~
suddenly miss you so much...where are you??

piggy!!!!
cant believe we can sleep like pig...haha~too tired?too comfortable?or...he has me by his side?i have him by my side?
there's something i cant deny...i really love having him by my side all the time...feel so secure...protected by him...
dear...i love you~