seriously
i miss my girls
both ke xin
ee hsin
jacyln
yuek ling
jie shi
chun zhen...

din get to meet you all for long time edi
i miss you girls

really hope to see you all real soon

**get back to my insurance now
**later evening time my bro will come and help me clear my room
**need to check out for this sem edi

tomorrow is my last paper!!
merdeka after that~

下星期才是study week
但是这星期我已经没有去上课了
而现在的我也已经在家了
不知道为什么
就是不想去上课了
也许是我自己的关系吧
觉得身边所谓的朋友好像都不喜欢我了
因为想逃避这种感觉
所以选择不去上课
就能够不面对这种感觉了
我真的很鸵鸟哦
以为躲起来就可以不必面对

我真的很想知道这是不是我的错觉
还是我真的被讨厌了
也许我这个人真的很糟糕吧
所以才会惹人厌
所以才会没有人喜欢我
所以身边的朋友才那么少

我真的有一种很强烈的感觉
被人隔离的感觉
boycott
嗨
是时候反省自己了

继续读书
晚安~

**下星期presentation的时间表出了
**星期3早上11点
**决定了
**星期2回去学校
**星期3present完就回家
**因为星期2才开始考试
**嘻嘻~

to be honest
i am not in the good mood recently
all sorts of feelings are attacking me
on the edge of breaking down
sooner or later

and tons of works need to settle
within these 2 weeks

and i am totally-not-ready for the coming final exam

gosh...

i need a break...
i couldn't find anyone who can understand how i feel recently...
i dont feel good when i am in uni
no ones understand me how i feel
i felt being left out
again
haiz...

i need a hug
a tight one pls
yet no one is with me
sigh

dear
accompany me this weekend
i need you
i almost burst out crying now
since when i become so useless
since when i become so weak
haiz

今天好意外！
上了一整天的课回到宿舍...
碰到我的学妹
她看到我和婧雯就叫我们在那里等她一下下
原来...
月饼！
没错！
可爱的她竟然送我们月饼！
有感动到咯~
谢谢哦~
说实在的...
这个小妹妹真的很好咯
那时候去course trip
我们还说收junior要收男生
这样才有人bbq食物给我们吃
谁知道
她竟然烧了鸡翅膀给我们哦！
那时候是超感动的咯！


*剩下3个星期了。这个学期就要结束了。考试要到了。还没准备好。我要加油了！记得我的目标哦！还有很多assignment和project要赶...我可以的！加油！*


**今天虽然上了一整天的课，很累。但是想到还有不超过24小时我的dear就要回来了，我就好开心！好兴奋！我好想他...很难想象到时他真的去exchange的话...那么长的日子我要怎么熬过去啊...**

***期待明天的到来~***

i miss him

dear is on his way to Sydney now
and i miss him so much
how i wish that he is with me right now
count down to next tuesday
waiting for him to come back

hope he will enjoy his trip there too

i miss you...
my prince charming...