=Together Forever=

20090228

angry

have been study so hard for the past few dayssss.....
but now i am not in the mood to study...how???what happen to me???
is it because of that stewpig lecturer who postponed my presentation and make me can't go home this weekend??i didn't go home this weekend because of this presentation...but now he postponed it!!!feel so angry....
and i couldn't believe that i actually burst out crying because i miss the chance to go home this weekend....

totally not in the mood to study la........how how how?????????????
someone scold me please!!!
i really need to study and do exercises......
lots of things need to do.....
someone scold me please!!!!!!!!!

20090227

人生无常

惊讶
无奈
应该是这几天最常有的情绪
几天内听到两位学长学姐的父亲相继过世
真的很惊讶
也觉得无奈去
感慨这个世界总是会有很多突如其来的事发生
让我们措手不及
当事情发生了才来后悔为何当初不抽多点时间陪陪最亲的家人
也许已经太迟了

想说的是
在外念书的朋友
有空多回家陪陪家人
珍惜和家人相聚的时间

下一次当别人问你为什么总是回家呢?
因为家庭的温暖
因为家人是最重要的
因为想要有更多时间和家人在一起
因为不想以后说后悔
所以不管多累
所以不管路途多遥远
所以不管要坐几小时的巴士
所以不管车票多贵
都应该常回家看看家人
看看在家盼着孩子归来的老父老母

很喜欢一句话
别忘了给家里打个电话
始终记住
儿行千里母担忧

不管我们在哪里在做什么
真的没什么事比回家更重要
没什么事比和家人在一起更重要

记得
经常回家

20090226

just skype with my family.
i miss them.
i miss home.
some of my coursemate went home edi.
envy them.
if not because of the presentation this coming saturday,
i will be home now.
i don't know why some people don't understand why i love going back home...
it's my home k!!!
the one and only one home that i have!!
nothing is more important than going back home!!
but yet i am stuck here to study for mid term...

***newly found love***
go to library and stay there for whole day!!
i love my school library so so much!!
it was raining the other day when i was down there for a forum....
and these are my dinner.....

tata~
wanne study linear algebra now....

20090224

finally i went to library today!!
i love studying in the library...
feel so good~

i need to do the outline for speech com individual presentation now...
but i have no idea which topic i am going to do...
still in dilemma don't know which one i am going to choose...
i did two rough outline last week....
i know which one i want to do deep in my heart...
but somehow what the lecturer said the other day made my hesitate...

i am happy that i didn't start study last minute...
i think i am done with half of the things that i need to study...
feel so happy yet stress...
hopefully i can do well....
+++praying hard+++

i am sad that i might not be able to go home until end of march...
i thought i will be able to go home next week as it is a long weekend again...
but i got exam...
then the following week got simulasi...
cannot go home again...
then 19 march got college annual dinner...
maybe 20march which is friday only can go home...
sigh....
i miss home badly.........
envy those people can go home every weekend...

ok...
shall start doing my outline now...
and study!!!!
tata~

20090223

mid semester exam

it's monday blue now.

i skip macroeconomics lecture today.
lecture starts at 8pm to 1030pm.
my friends from my college don't wanne go.
so i have no choice but skip this lecture today.
not i purposely want to skip lecture k....
it's because i dont dare to walk back to college alone...
some of you knew what happen to me last semester when me and my friends walk to DAM...i was so scare until now...i dont dare to walk to any lecture alone since then...even when it's day time...
so it's not my fault for not going to lecture NOW...

today was tired.
as usual.
every monday is very packed.
tuesday too.

i wanne go library!!
i really wanne go!!
but nobody wanne teman me....
sigh...

but i decide edi...
tomorrow i am going to library and study...
too lazy to walk back to college before tutorial...
and it's kinda wasting time too...

ok ok...
i shall start studying now...
having mid semester exam for 4 subjects coming weeks...
and the presentation...
saturday--persatuan pelajar presentation
tuesday--linear algebra and alam&manusia
friday--statistic I
monday--macroeconomic
wednesday--speech com individual presentation
tata~

p/s:i was thinking why his mum didn't call me so such a long time...and after a while she really call me...and now i am talking to her over the phone....

20090220

why i need to go for choir tomorrow morning??
i was so "lucky" yesterday...
went to get my hakera t-shirt at ruang siswi there...
then so ngam kena tangkap by one of the senior...
forced to join the choir for tomorrow majlis perasmian...
i got early lecture tomorrow morning wei!!
gonna be late for lecture liao lo...
just hope that they wont ask me to stay longer there....
i really wanne go for lecture wei...
but the most ridiculous thing is I HAVE TO WEAR BAJU KURUNG!!!
honestly i dont like to wear it la...
feel so uncomfortable to walk around in it...

i feel so tired now...
studying linear algebra...
but nothing seems to go into my brain...
was stuck at the same page for so long...
i need some motivation maybe...

went to shower again...
shower for 4 or 5 times already...
crazy right??

but i need to calm myself down...
the weather here is weird enough...
can get hotter in just a moment...
make me feel so sick....

lots of things need to study...
and yet my brain is so tiny...
i need a better brain maybe?

feel like crying now...
feel like going back home...
home sweet home~
a place where i dont need to think so much...

hmmm....
maybe after the choir tomorrow morning i should find a place to hide myself?
dont let other people see me...
stay alone and concentrate in my study and assignment?
maybe i should do that....

ok ok....
i know i talk too much already...
shall stop right now...
good night everyone~

20090218

exhausted

finally it's wednesday.
finally i can take a break.
was so so busy for the past few days.
and i am going to be a busy woman for the next few days.next few weeks.
lots of things need to be done.
assignments
mid-sem
presentation
really a lot!!
and almost all fall on the same week.

i am going crazy soon.

i really need to take a break.
or maybe i need a hug to get energy.
how i hope that dear is in kl now..........

i know i shall stop right now.
so that i can stuff all those weird weird things into my brain.

i wanne back home!!
i miss home!!!!!
i miss those goyang kaki days at home......

20090216

1 如果你喜欢他就告诉他,即使他拒绝了,也不会丢面子,因为在他心里,会因为你的真情而非常非常感激你。

2 如果他喜欢你,要明确告诉他你对他的感情,喜欢就是喜欢,不喜欢就是不喜欢,千万不要怕伤害他而忧郁不决,不要让他等到最后才受到抛弃,因为男孩子的心一旦碎了就很难很难再好起来。

3 男孩子也有自己的脾气,只是因为爱你而压抑着,不要总是任性,有时他们的决定也很有道理.

4 男孩子莫名的向你发脾气,那是因为爱你,把你当成最亲,最贴心,最有安全感的人,千万不要冲他发脾气反击,静静的等着,等他消气后满怀后悔来抱你。

5 他为你准备的东西,即使再难看,再廉价,也要去珍惜,因为那里面融汇着他整晚的思绪。

6 相信他给你多么多么美好的生活,要给他鼓励,因为鼓励会让他创造奇迹。

7 不要总是打探他去哪,告诉他注意安全,你会等着他就可以。

8 不要总说~我爱你~,他会半真半笑着说你烦,但不要不说,因为有时候,他们比女孩子更需要这句。

9 他为你掉眼泪了,那么他是真的非常爱你,珍惜他的每一滴泪,不要道歉,不要安慰,握着他的手,默默的为他擦去泪滴。

10 要信任他,他爱你,就什么都不会骗你,即使真的有欺骗,也是为让你们的爱情能够永远不离不弃。


觉得这10句话很有意思,也很真...

应该好好珍惜身边那个愿意陪着我的他...

20090215

i am back to school again.
what a pathetic thing to talk about.
i still prefer stay at home and lazy-ing around.
i miss home.
i wanne back home...

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wanne add something here....
remember our mr.tey?郑大包老师?
he's a father of a 2months old baby now!!
i saw him the other day when i went back to sigs to get stpm cert o!!
haha~
congrats to him o^^

20090214

happy valentine's day

was complaining with him early in the morning.
and he came and fetch me at about 12pm.
didn't really do much things with him.
but i just love having him by my side.
he just went back after sending me home.
and i am missing him right now.
won't be able to see him for more than 3weeks i think.
won't come back to jb until next month.
when i am coming back again,
his school starts already.
the next time i am able to see him is when he go back to kl.
sigh...
such a long time to go.....
i miss him so so much....

20090213

i am back home again.
have been doing this for the past few weeks.
for 3 weeks berturut-turut edi.
since chinese new year.
haha~

tomorrow is valentine's day.
but i am not in the mood to celebrate.
got no valentine how to celebrate wor...
anyway...
happy valentine's day to all my friends ya^^

i need to study for calculus integration now...
tata and good night^^

20090207

喜欢是淡淡的爱,爱是深深的喜欢。

喜欢你的人:半夜会找你打电话聊天到很晚。

爱你的人:半夜看你在网上会赶你下线。

喜欢你的人:他会找你出去玩,叫你放弃正事或逃课。

爱你的人:他会催你快写作业或者与你讨论功课。

喜欢你的人:在你生病时,会讲好话关心你。

爱你的人:在你生病时,他会关心到你烦,并强迫你去看医生。

喜欢你的人:他会尽量说好话来讨好你,你也会觉得很开心。

爱你的人:他所说的话,都是关心你的,但是通常象是在命令。

喜欢你的人:他什么事情都会配合你,只要你开心。

爱你的人:他会帮你辨别是非,但是你会感觉他管的太多。

喜欢你的人:他说他要给你最大的快乐。

爱你的人:他只能给你保证,你跟他在一起,他是最快乐的。

喜欢你的人:他在意你的生活细节,即使你做错了什么,他也不会指出来。

爱你的人:他在意你的一举一动,告诉你什么地方错了,什么地方该如何做,该如何与别人往。

喜欢你的人:他会帮你买夜宵,送夜宵,载你上下课或上下班。

爱你的人:他会帮你买夜宵,不过会提醒你吃什么比较健康;他会载你上下课或上下班,但通是顺路;因为他不会为了你而逃课或旷工。因为他知道,他要为你们的将来而努力。

喜欢你的人:他不会在意你去做什么,与什么人交往。

爱你的人:他很在意你去做什么,与什么人交往。他还会告戒你不要与什么人交往

喜欢你的人:他只想要现在

爱你的人:他已经预见未来,该怎么自我努力,好好给你幸福

喜欢你的人:他会说“我喜欢你!”

爱你的人:他会说“我爱你!”

1.

爱是他在的时候,眼睛里只有他一人;

他不在的时候,一切都带有他的影子。

喜欢是在深夜看书时突然想起他,

想象他现在做什么,心里漾起一阵轻飘飘的温暖,

却从不主动给他打电话。几分钟后,

注意力又重新被书中的情节吸引!

爱是在寂寞的夜里,思念如潮水般涌来,

手里捧着书却怎么也看不进去,心里惦记着他此时是否还在加班,

吃没吃晚饭,是不是如自己想着他一般想着自己!

2.

喜欢是和他讨论问题争的面红耳赤,

各不相让,在他面前像个刺猬一样从不认输,

但在心里却早已暗暗佩服他的见地他的才华。

爱是希望他和自己步调一致,和自己心灵相通,

他无心说的一句玩笑话也能让自己顷刻情绪低落甚至眼泪汪汪。

在他面前,自己是从不设防的。

3.

喜欢是出门在外给他发个短信,告诉他这边的天气很好,

然后把手机关掉,独自在异地疯玩一个星期,

晒成一个黑人后突然出现在他面前吓他一跳。

爱是无论到哪都希望有他陪伴。可以站在海边给他打手机,让他听听海浪的声音;

也可以因为在异乡的街道上看到一个酷似他的背影而愣在原地久久不动。

4.

喜欢是他出差前简单的道一声“一路平安”,看着他离去的背影,心中有一点不舍,

却什么也不说,只是默默等待他归来的消息.

爱是他临出差前千叮咛万嘱咐,往他的背包里塞满衣服和食物,

在车站要等到火车开走才肯离开。并且在他走后的日子里天天心神不定,

一遍遍的祈祷他能够平安归来。

5.

喜欢是在受伤的时候,不想让他看到自己脆弱的一面,

在他面前把眼泪悄悄抹掉,转过头依然是一副快乐坚强的模样。

爱是在受委屈的时候,爬在他的胸前痛哭,没有伪装没有顾虑,

把所有的烦恼统统告诉他,并渴望从他的怀抱中得到安慰.

6.

喜欢是和他周末逛街逛累了一起吃肯德基;

是在寒冷的冬天和他抢一杯热咖啡;

是和他并肩走在街上中间始终隔着半米的距离;

是陪他一起在电脑前打游戏两个人笑的像个孩子。

爱是周末利用半天时间亲手做出几道好菜满足的看他吃下去;

是在寒冷的冬天不断为他的咖啡杯里续上热水;

是和他走在街上任由他紧紧挽着自己的手;

是在他旁边安静着做着,幸福地看着他在电脑前工作时专心的样子

7.

喜欢是听他讲自己童年的趣事,然后哈哈大笑,心中涌起一阵莫名的感动。

爱是听他将自己童年的趣事,然后微微一笑,

心中更加怜惜眼前这个曾经如此调皮捣蛋的男人~!

8.

喜欢是在楼道里碰上他,愉快的和他打声招呼,再简单寒暄几句,

擦肩而过的时候看见了窗外明媚的阳光,心情无端好了起来。

爱是在楼道了看见他,脸上装出一副毫不在乎的表情,

但在擦肩而过时细心感受身边颤动的空气,于是忍不住回头望一眼!

9.

喜欢是看到他和另一个女孩牵手走过,心里有一点点疼,但很快会冲着朝阳重新扬起笑脸!

爱是一场是输不起的游戏,付出全部只后,

留下的可能仅仅是刻在心底的一道伤痕!


但是最重要的一点你必须知道:
喜欢是淡淡的爱,爱是深深的喜欢。
i am back home!!
because it's a long weekend!!
hehe^^

20090203


got this few pics from an e-mail....very cute right??
actually it's something that i want to tell him too...
i just love having him by my side...i love being with him all the time...maybe it sounds ridiculous but i just love being him...feel really comfortable and secure when i am with him...i know he will always be the one who protect me...care for me...the only one...
but sometimes or most of the time i am a bad girl...he knows what am i talking about de...i do feel bad when i said those words...i do regret for doing all those things...saying all those nonsense...but sometimes i just can't control myself...
dear...sorry...do forgive me k?

亲爱的...
我好想和你在海边看星星...
我好想和你一起看日出...
我好想和你一起看日落...
我好想一直有你在我身边...
我好想和你这样一直到老...

20090201

jungle

emo-ing.
back to ukm.back to college.back to lonely place.
i miss home.
i miss dear.
i miss everything back in jb.

web-cam with my family just now.
don't know why suddenly disconnect liao.
haiz.

dear promise to web-cam with me when i come back to ukm de.
but until now he didn't do it yet.
bad piggy!!

i shall start study.mid-sem coming soon.lots of things need to digest into my brain.sigh.i need more times.24hours per day is not enough for me.

am thinking whether i should go home this weekend.as next monday is holiday.which means a long weekend for me.shall i?or shall i not?