time to study

eh...i really need to concentrate in my studies edi lah...have been slacking for the past few days...final is coming real soon...and all my stupid sch stuff that need to be settle...and i should not sit in front of this stupid computer anymore...unless i am doing my homework....and what am i doing now??blogging!!
S-T-O-P!!
go and study and buried myself in tones of books!!
N-O-W!!!

1. How old are you?-20

1. How old are you?-20

2. Are you single?-nope

3. In what age do you think you’ll get married?-25

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?-hopefully yes gua

5. If not, who do you want to marry?-stay single for the rest of my life...haha~

6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional church wedding?- garden/beach wedding would be a memorable one...

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?-hmmm....i am a bit greedy...can we travel around the whole world for our honeymoon?or else....a place near the beach where we can watch sunrise and sunset together would be nice enough...

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?-hmmm....my family...his family...all our close friends...that is more than enough...our wedding should be a simple one...

10. Do you want an extravagant or a simple wedding?-as i mention above...a simple one will do...

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own?-traditional vows i think...

12. How many layers of cake do you want to have?-one....dont want creamy creamy de...

13. When do you want to get married, evening or morning?-morning

14. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?-hmmm....no idea...but i think indoor should be better ba?

15. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom?-hmmm...maybe ba...

17. Name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding.- all the songs he compose for me...hehe^^

18. Are you a morning person or a night person?-hmmm...depends on my mood...

19. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?- in between these two

20. What age do you want to get married?-25

21. Describe your ideal husband.-him

22. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?-hmmm...no idea...

23. Champagne or red wine?-red wine

24. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?-right after wedding

25. Money or household items?-both...i know i am greedy...

26. Who will pay for the bills?-we will share together

27. Are you ready for married life?-not really....i am still a student....

28. Will you always be true to your wife/husband?- yup

29. How many kids do you want?-hmmm....2girls 2boys..?


hmmm.....i really got nothing better to do now ba....haiz...i miss him!!i miss him!!!where are you???come to me now plz...

tired

just got back from kl yesterday night.with him.
the first time both of us sat on the train.
feel so good whenever he is with me.


dear,i am sorry for what i did for the past few weeks.do forgive me k?i miss you so much.right now.hope that you are by my side.right now too.i need you.do not leave me alone k?
dear,i love you.so so much...

busy holiday

oh my god!!!
i just found out that i got lots of things to do during this short holiday!!
calculus tutorial....that makes me headache lo...16 questions leh!!
and there is a quiz on function for computer programming on 14th oct...
and there is a presentation for hubungan etnik right after raya holiday...
and there is a quiz for econs on the first day of school...
and there is a presentation for pp...
and there is simulasi which i dont know what is that after raya holiday...
and there is EST presentation...
OH MY GOD!!!!!!!
i need more time...30hours or more per day...
cant slack anymore....
buck up!!!chyeching!!!

dear,you will stay by my side and go through all these things with me de...am i right?

i am bored.
i am sad.

random

went out to tebrau jusco this afternoon.
it has been such a long time since the last time i went there.
i think is before i go to UKM.

oh ya!!
i got a new bag!!
thx to my bro n sis-in-law!!
hehe^^

nothing much to update actually...
just a random post...
because i am too free edi..

oh ya!!
i gain weight i think...
eat quite a lot these few days...
at least eat more than what i ate when i am in uni...

hmmm...
shall stop now...
good night^^

i miss him

seriously...i hope that i am in the same uni with him...now...
i really hope that he is beside me all the time when i need someone to be there for me...
but whenever i feel tired + exhausted + etc...
he is not there for me...
so sad right...?
i know he has his problem and lots of things to do...he has to strive hard for his studies...
that's why i seldom kacau him since uni life starts...
he told me that he might not have much time for me for the coming 4 years...
he might neglect me a lot...
i can understand...truly understand...
but somehow...i am a girl....more over....i am his girlfriend...
i need his care....i need him whenever i am facing problems...he is the one i can rely on...
but he is always not here with me....
worst of all...
he might not be here with me during my convo 3years later...
haiz...

i realize something...
since we go up there...
we will end up quarrel everytime we met...
maybe it is my fault...
sorry...
maybe i really changed a lot...
always throw my temper on you...
get angry easily...
sorry...

honestly...
i regret for not going there with you...
why don't you drag me along...?
i thought you won't want your girl to be in the same uni as you...

i am always the most stupid one...
making the wrong choice...
twice edi...

i miss those days when you send me to school....
i miss those days when you pick me up after school...
i miss those days when i get to see you so often....
i miss those days when we can go dating so often...
i miss those days when we are always together....

i really miss those days so so much...

now
i am at home
now
you are at sunway

300+ km distance

and i miss you so so much




fine...i know i shouldn't sit in front of computer anymore....i know i need to study everything during these "3" weeks holiday...final is coming...i really need to study...i want to get A...i want to get good results...
well....calculus,economics,computer programming,chemistry are waiting for me...


last but not least...
i miss him.

I LOVE PTUKM!!

yup...you din see wrongly...
i fall in love with PTUKM!!

hmmm....that's all for now...i need to sleep now...tomorrow morning got class...5hours somemore...

tata~
good night^^