today is the last day of october.
3days more then will be my final exam.
honestly i am not in the mood to study.
kinda fed up with those thick thick books.
btw...i am study-ing calculus.
which is one of the scary subject.
shall work hard on this subject though.

gambateh!!!chyeching!!

hmmm....one good news....dear came back edi!!
that means we are not that far edi....not 300++ km edi!!
but i wont get to meet him though...
i am going back to kl this sunday...
sigh...

dear....i miss you so much......

i need hugs.....

someone told me i must leave a comment for him when i visit his bloggie.
because he said seldom got people read his bloggie.
that makes his not to update so often.
and now i am thinking why am i so lazy to update my bloggie...
is it because nobody leave message or comment for me?
maybe yes....
if you happen to read my bloggie....and i am sure you know who you are....do leave me a comment and let me know you are here....k?as i promise....i will flood your teh tarik corner as often as possible...hehe^^

i got into a conclusion yesterday.
i will become fatter and fatter when i am at home.my mouth just cannot stop doing job.hehe^^ whenever i am hungry or whatever,there are people getting food for me....and that makes me growing fatter and fatter,,,,which is not a good sign....
i need to keep fit!!!i need exercise!!!but i am a lazy bum....sigh....
no more nice nice clothes for me....only nice nice food....
fatty chyeching!!
you are growing fatter and fatter edi!!!!
stop eating so so much la!!

i don't know why i need to study so so many subjects in one semester....total got 7 subjects o!!funny la wei...dear only need to study 4subjects for 1semester....and i need 120credit hours in order to graduate!!oh my god~~there are 22credit hours for this semester....and at least 25credit hours for the next semester....which means i will getting busier and busier next semester!!!
i think this is what a local university is...or i shall said....because i am in UKM--National University of Malaysia~~the most kiasu local uni??haha~

my two little twins went out already....it is so so quiet at home now....i miss them!!faster come back k...

that's all for now...time to go back for my studies....c++ pointer here i come!!wait for me!!

at home now.
feel so tired.
body aching here and there.
haiz.
how i hope that my dear is here with me now...
waiting for the coming holiday....
waiting for the end of final exam...
only i will be able to see my dear....
after a long long 1month 2++weeks.....

lalala~

came back fizis class.only 1 hour lecture today.but it makes me wake up at 7++am.stupid right?!
next week is the last week for lecture of semester 1.then here it comes my final exam.

time flies.still remember when i just came to ukm.and now it is almost the end of my first semester.

going back home next thursday.for study break.
do not want to stay here.
no food.only spicy food.no comfortable bed.no water heater.
the only good thing is the weather.very cool.or shall i say windy?haha~

i am not in the mood to study right now.that is why i am blogging right now.there are so many things need to be settle before i go home.yet i am not in the mood to do anything now.

really scared if i cannot get at least B.

uni life is fun.but when it came to studies,it would be very stress.
who keep on saying that after form6,when you get into uni,will be very very relax ah?it is totally bluffing lo!!penipu!!it is getting tougher and tougher...
fine....i should stop complaining and concentrate in my studies now.

econs,c++,calculus here i come!!!!

looking forward to the coming thursday~
it is time to go home~
home sweet home~

stresssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i feel so stress now.
lots of assignment to be complete...presentations...and finals coming soon...just got my real timetable this morning...change again...it's different from what i sahkan last time...exam starts on 4 november...tuesday...ends on 18 november...tuesday too....2.30pm...
really feel so so stress now....dont know what to study also....haiz...tones of books and notes right in front of me...yet i dont know where to start from...haiz haiz haiz...
should go and find more past year paper la...hehe^^
tomorrow,friday and saturday will be real busy!!persembahan pentas PTUKM...
busy + tired + stress + etc...

where is my dear GohHanJie?i need a hug from you...to release my stress.......hopefully it helps......but unfortunately you are not here............

i miss home!

back to college edi.felt so sad when i saw my family left me just now.almost burst out crying.i wanne go home!!!i dont want to stay here!!!i know i am still a mummy girl.....
dear dont want to talk to me edi...i make him angry again...
feels so so sad now...
dont have the mood to study...
anyone can talk to me now???

i miss home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

going back to kl in 5hours time.really dont feel like going back there.sigh.
i think it's going to rain soon.poor little girl need to take bus and go there.stupid boyfriend.hopefully wont get drench.

home sweet home

raya holidays going to end soon.and i am going back to kl tomorrow evening.but will be back to hostel on sunday i think.cant relax anymore.another 3weeks of lectures and 1week of study break then will be my final.that 3weeks of lectures will be really busy.presentation.quiz.assignment.simulasi.duty.etc.oh ya!i forget the "s" behind each task.sigh.hopefully i can survive through these period.no more dating.no more fooling around.no more relax-ing.nothing but concentrate in my study during these period.then that will be the end of 1st sem of my 1st year in uni.
what i did during this raya holidays?honestly i din study much.most of the time i was playing around.regret-ing.haiz.
i shall stop now.need to pack my things for tomorrow.and continue study!!

**wondering anyone read my bloggie?if you happen to pass by,do leave me a message k....let me know who has been here and really care about me...**

i miss my 10++ years friends

kinda miss them so so much.now.miss those days we get to go out together.gathering.really miss those time so so much.my pri sch friends.hopefully we can meet up at the end of this year.when everyone come back here.our hometown.
miss you guys so so much!!

din really study much today.later must concentrate ya.must finish my econs.at least this chapter.
dear tipu me.
oh ya!i will be at jb until this saturday.evening time only go back to kl.btw,i know nobody cares whether i am here or not.sigh.
back to study mode.gambateh o^^