today is the last day of 2008.and i am back in kl.lecture not start yet.and now i am in my college.online-ing.going back to my bro's house later.honestly,i don't know what can i do these few days before lecture starts.i should stay in the college and start studying.but i don't want to eat those malay spicy food now since i am going to suffer for this whole semester.

dear scolded me last night.and i know i really have to work harder to get excellent results.i promise.that's what i told myself before i enter university.and i really have to do it.in order to fulfilled my dreams.

chyeching!!jia you!!

new year new resolution.

be happy.

be healthy.

score for everything.

be more rajin.

be good girl.

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i miss home.i miss my two little twins.

I MISS GOH HAN JIE!!!!!

this is my 100th post.and i think this will be my last post for this year.lecture starts on 30th dec.and i am going back to kl on that day.that means i will skip my first day lecture of semester 2.haha~but according to my senior,normally there won't be any lecture on the first week of the new semester as almost all the lecturer not prepared yet.but know what?my actual plan is go back on 1st jan 2009 de...but somehow have to go back earlier than what i had expect.haiz.

finally i went to the new jusco at bukit indah.very big o!!but i still prefer tebrau jusco.because got cinema!!harris!!redbox!!wahaha~

but there's BIG APPLE at jusco bukit indah!!i think i fall in love with doughnuts!!oh my god~
and i heard that J.CO is in city square now!!!but somehow i seldom go cs....because the carpark fees very expensive lah!!!
craving for yummy doughnuts now...................

hmmm....i spend most of my time with hanjie during this semester break...why?because i won't get to meet him SO OFTEN when lecture starts again....and and and.....our common holiday is during year end holiday...which is now!!5weeks holiday is really too short for me....i want more holidays!!!

don't feel like going back to uni...i feel much more better when i am at home...i am still a mummy girl...i love being protect being care by my family and him...i don't want to go back....................

约你出去当然是要跟你约会啊！想你，所以想见到你，所以约你出去。如果要你跟我出去也需要理由的话，这样还算是在谈恋爱吗？男女朋友一起出去应该不需要什么特别的理由吧，就只是想见到对方而已。我只是不想每天都待在你家，感觉很压力，所以想出去外面走走，就只是这样而已。难道这样也需要理由吗？虽然说只要有你在我身边，不管我们在哪里都好，但是有时候我真的很怕待在你家。我只是想出去外面透透气...我不想整个假期都过着与世隔绝的生活...我想接触一些人群...不然回去之后我会害怕适应不了...会闹自闭...又把自己关起来...
我觉得真正不懂得怎么去爱一个人的是你，真正不适合谈恋爱的人是你...你从来不站在我的立场为我着想...你只想着你想做的事而已...每次都要到最后你才会去思考答应...又或者说是我逼你答应的...这样我也很累的...可不可以不要再以自我为中心了呢？别忘了你身边还有一个我...
爱一个人就要懂得珍惜他，而不是每次都要等到即将失去才后悔，才来挽救，别等到一切都太晚了才来说后悔的话，如果真的心死了，就算曾经多么相爱的两个人都不可能回到过去的...
爱一个人就应该包容接受他的一切。爱一个人是不会计较付出了多少就想要多少的回报。就只是想真心地对待彼此。真心地爱着彼此。选择一直待在你身边是因为我真的爱你。就算你一而再的伤了我的心，但是我还是选择傻傻地爱着你，只想当你身边的那个女孩。

less than 2weeks.i have to go back to school.
really don't feel like going back there.
i don't like these few days.or these few weeks.
things always happen between us.haiz.
should cherish these few weeks de.
should enjoy every single seconds being together.
cause wont be seeing him for long time after going back to school.wont get to meet him so often after my semester break.our holidays are totally different.the next holiday that we share together is the semester break next year.which is at the end of November 2009.haiz.

i really really don't want to quarrel with you.i really don't want to make you angry.but please.don't make me angry or feel sad too.i couldn't take it anymore.

彩菁希望和你在一起是开开心心的.彩菁不希望和你吵架或发生争执.彩菁希望你可以像姐妹一样了解我.彩菁希望你可以多在乎我一点点.
彩菁真的不想再和你发生任何不愉快了...

went for movie with dear this afternoon.
twilight!!!!!!!!

me throw my temper on him again.i know i am a bad girl.i am not a good or perfect girlfriend.he is always the one who get bully by me.i know.i am sorry.but he is a great guy.a great boyfriend.he always bear with me.he always tolerate on me.no matter what i did,no matter what i said,he always forgive me.i know i am super duper xing fu to have him by my side.i know.sorry for making you angry.sorry for making you feel frustrated.sorry for making you feel disappointed with me.sorry for everything i have done.

tired.need to sleep edi.good night.

i know i am a lazy bum.have been home for...hmmm....about 2weeks?and i never update here...at all!!!k..let me start now....

took my last paper which is fundamental economics on 18th November at dewan gemilang also known as DG.after that rush back to college to pack my things and wait for my sis-in-law to come and fetch me + help me clear my room so that i can check out.very ma fan la!!end of one semester then have to clear room and check out.....need to move all my things out leh!!at about 3.15pm then i leave the place that i have been stuck at for about 5 months!!
then reach my brother's place....packed my things and clothes...while watching a hong kong drama....raymond lam is so handsome!!!!!wahaha~

19th November
went to Genting Highland with dear and his family.kinda weird though.dear was so ke lian!!he slept on the floor that night.......we didn't play all those outdoor games at all.....sigh.....actually i wanne go and play de.....but somehow i think dear won't go with me....sigh.....if i am given another chance....i would definitely ask him to accompany me and play play play de....
dear...if you happen to read this...will you go with me and accompany me to play those outdoor games next time??indoor games too.....if there is a next time....

20th November
wake up early in the morning.play my psp beside dear....but he's still sleeping...haha~
walk around with dear while his parents and sister went into casino.
then it's time to leave Genting.fall asleep in the car.whenever dear is beside me, then for sure i will fall asleep de....reach kl town....agak-agak try to bring them to sunway....it was raining heavily...we stayed in a hotel near Sunway Pyramid...walked to that mian dui mian to have our dinner.then pyramid.then walk to dear's hostel.poor dear scratched his elbow....*heart pain*...

21th November
wow!!slept until 8++am!!
went to a malay shop to have brunch...the nasi and roti prata there quite yummy o!!
after that dear and me bring them to midvalley which both of us think it's very small and nothing to shop de....*ehem*...went to catch a movie that we wanted to watch when we was at Genting....Madagascar!!!but i feel so bad to make his parents and sis wait for us at foodcourt as they want to go back to sunway earlier....
about 4pm....went to dear's hostel to get his things...ta pao our dinner....then it's time to go home...


and i am in jb since that day!!!!


have been going out lepak-ing most of the time.
met my friends.
met my dear.
went to redbox with jacyln and juivy last wednesday.and we had sushi for lunch!!!woohoo~
went to neway with jacyln,eehsin,yuekling,kexin and siying on tuesday.and and and we had our lunch at season!!!!chicken baked rice!!!yummy~
met kexin for a while at pelangi yesterday.i should find a time to meet her....long time never talk to her edi...
accompany dear to buy his Xbox360....honestly...i don't like him buying new things....because he will keep on playing and forget about me....haiz...
went to dear's place....went to istana garden...
i love him holding my hand tight tight when we run under the rain....hehe^^

went shopping for the past few days too!!bought myself some clothes and pants and shorts...me fall in love with those formal button shirt and blouse....haha~

oh ya!!the first time i went to Manhattan fish market...the food was nice and yummy....but i don't think i will go there for second time....because i can't finish all the food and it's wasted leh!!!very expensive you know....

actually i have many plans during this semester break de...
i wanne watch all the dramas that i downloaded....
i wanne read all my story books and comics....
i wanne study for my next semester in advanced...
i wanne meet all my old old friends....both from primary and secondary schools....
i wanne meet my dear more often....cause i wont get to see him after i go back to kl end of this month...he's having his semester break until March next year....
i wanne......
lots of things that i wanne do lah!!!!!!
can't list out everything lah....

hmmm.....until here for now.....i need to sleep edi....feel so so sleepy now......good night^^