haha~when i was reading newspaper early in the morning...about election...as it's the hot topic in malaysia recently...i saw something familiar on the other page...up there....STPM!!!!haha~
finally...stpm results coming out...next tuesday...11 march o...
dont know how to describe my feeling right now...it's kinda rojak actually...
i dont think that i can get good results....but then at least dont fail any subjects ba...hopefully....
ok....tomorrow i am going to singapore with my friends!!!first time i am going to ntu o!!haha^^ya..i didnt type wrongly...WITH MY FRIENDS...not my dear...he still insists not to go there...haiz...it's a long journey tomorrow ba...hopefully we dont get into traffic jam for too long...i really hope that dear will change his mind tonight...although i didnt ask him edi...as i said before...i wont force him to do anything that he doesnt want to do...
know what...i love taking bus with him...but he doesnt like it...he prefer driving by himself...i cant deny...it's more convenient if he's driving....but if we are taking bus....he can teman me...we will have more time together...maybe...we are from different world ba...what we think of always different de...haiz...
shall stop now...it's dinner time!!hehe^^
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went out today!!hehe^^
went for lunch with dear...wan tan mee...dear very scary la....dare to eat chicken leg...haha~funny la...looking at him eating those things...haha~
jb o...really got no place to go liao lo...everytime go pelangi,leisure mall,jusco...haiz....this time we go the store+carrefour....haha~weird right..?the only thing i like is we went to mc donald!!have sundae and fries!!woohoo~~just sit there and talk...it's our memory...hehe^^
went to jusco at last...haiz...no place to hang around...harris again...dear couldn't find me!!!hehe^^he said he walk for many round but couldn't see me o...he was very anxious ba...maybe you will ask...why dont he call me??we got handphone ah!!hmmm....it's because....he carried my bag for me...hehe^^my handphone is in my bag..so.....haha~
going to ntu with jacyln they all this saturday o!!looking forward to it o!!
i hope my dear will go with me too...really hope so o...but i know he wont change his mind de...even it's for me...sigh...
if you are not hanjie...please dont read the following message...hehe^^
know why i hope you will go with me?because i want you to be with me...by my side wherever i go...i really cherish every moment we spend together....i dont know after this few months...where will we end up to...maybe we wont get to see each other that often...maybe we wont get to go out as we want...like now...so...i really hope that we can spend more time together...
went for lunch with dear...wan tan mee...dear very scary la....dare to eat chicken leg...haha~funny la...looking at him eating those things...haha~
jb o...really got no place to go liao lo...everytime go pelangi,leisure mall,jusco...haiz....this time we go the store+carrefour....haha~weird right..?the only thing i like is we went to mc donald!!have sundae and fries!!woohoo~~just sit there and talk...it's our memory...hehe^^
went to jusco at last...haiz...no place to hang around...harris again...dear couldn't find me!!!hehe^^he said he walk for many round but couldn't see me o...he was very anxious ba...maybe you will ask...why dont he call me??we got handphone ah!!hmmm....it's because....he carried my bag for me...hehe^^my handphone is in my bag..so.....haha~
going to ntu with jacyln they all this saturday o!!looking forward to it o!!
i hope my dear will go with me too...really hope so o...but i know he wont change his mind de...even it's for me...sigh...
if you are not hanjie...please dont read the following message...hehe^^
know why i hope you will go with me?because i want you to be with me...by my side wherever i go...i really cherish every moment we spend together....i dont know after this few months...where will we end up to...maybe we wont get to see each other that often...maybe we wont get to go out as we want...like now...so...i really hope that we can spend more time together...
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i am frustrated.now.
who dont want to get into a good uni?!who dont want?!
those adults have to understand something...if you want to get into a good uni...you have to get excellent results!!if you cant even fulfilled the minimum requirement...dont think of getting into that uni!!this will only upset yourself...me myself dont want to have that kind of upset+disappointed+down+etc feeling....
the only way that dont make yourself feel disappointed is dont hope for something that is tough to get.
they dont understand how i feel...i am worry...i am scared...all kinds of rojak feeling...i am scared i cant get a good course...i cant get good results...I AM WORRY!!!!!
they dont understand me...the only thing that they will do is...make it worse....make me feel bad...feel like crying now...stpm is definitely not a good choice to go through...struggle...
i am not genius...maybe i do get good results in the past...but stpm is totally different!!!i did put in hard work...maybe i am not hardworking enough ba...haiz...
i just want to try to get a way to comfort myself...and please...dont make me feel worse...i cant take it anymore.please.
who dont want to get into a good uni?!who dont want?!
those adults have to understand something...if you want to get into a good uni...you have to get excellent results!!if you cant even fulfilled the minimum requirement...dont think of getting into that uni!!this will only upset yourself...me myself dont want to have that kind of upset+disappointed+down+etc feeling....
the only way that dont make yourself feel disappointed is dont hope for something that is tough to get.
they dont understand how i feel...i am worry...i am scared...all kinds of rojak feeling...i am scared i cant get a good course...i cant get good results...I AM WORRY!!!!!
they dont understand me...the only thing that they will do is...make it worse....make me feel bad...feel like crying now...stpm is definitely not a good choice to go through...struggle...
i am not genius...maybe i do get good results in the past...but stpm is totally different!!!i did put in hard work...maybe i am not hardworking enough ba...haiz...
i just want to try to get a way to comfort myself...and please...dont make me feel worse...i cant take it anymore.please.
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i am naive.i am hurt.i am not good enough for him.
but do not worry for me...i will recover...soon.i just need time to clear my mind.
went out early in the morning today...feel so tired now...wanne have a good sleep tonight...without worries and tears.
visit ntu and nus website just now...ntu open house 2008 this saturday...930am to 7pm...election at malaysia o...but election is none of my business...yet...haha~ whereas for nus is on 15&16 march...9am to 6pm...
who's going???tell me o^^drag me along o!!
i saw 2 imu medic students at century specialist this morning...they make me feel like study medic course leh...but i know my own ability...i know where's my limit...dont think i ll be able to do that...you can say that i dont trust mysef...i dont have confidence...i dont mind...
eehsin~
forensic science...sounds fun...but I'm not too sure what am i going to study for this course leh...can you tell me more about this course?hehe^^
i feel like taking pure maths leh...although it might be too general...and it might make me crazy...haha~
jacyln~
suddenly miss you so much...where are you??
but do not worry for me...i will recover...soon.i just need time to clear my mind.
went out early in the morning today...feel so tired now...wanne have a good sleep tonight...without worries and tears.
visit ntu and nus website just now...ntu open house 2008 this saturday...930am to 7pm...election at malaysia o...but election is none of my business...yet...haha~ whereas for nus is on 15&16 march...9am to 6pm...
who's going???tell me o^^drag me along o!!
i saw 2 imu medic students at century specialist this morning...they make me feel like study medic course leh...but i know my own ability...i know where's my limit...dont think i ll be able to do that...you can say that i dont trust mysef...i dont have confidence...i dont mind...
eehsin~
forensic science...sounds fun...but I'm not too sure what am i going to study for this course leh...can you tell me more about this course?hehe^^
i feel like taking pure maths leh...although it might be too general...and it might make me crazy...haha~
jacyln~
suddenly miss you so much...where are you??
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