why i need to go for choir tomorrow morning??
i was so "lucky" yesterday...
went to get my hakera t-shirt at ruang siswi there...
then so ngam kena tangkap by one of the senior...
forced to join the choir for tomorrow majlis perasmian...
i got early lecture tomorrow morning wei!!
gonna be late for lecture liao lo...
just hope that they wont ask me to stay longer there....
i really wanne go for lecture wei...
but the most ridiculous thing is I HAVE TO WEAR BAJU KURUNG!!!
honestly i dont like to wear it la...
feel so uncomfortable to walk around in it...

i feel so tired now...
studying linear algebra...
but nothing seems to go into my brain...
was stuck at the same page for so long...
i need some motivation maybe...

went to shower again...
shower for 4 or 5 times already...
crazy right??

but i need to calm myself down...
the weather here is weird enough...
can get hotter in just a moment...
make me feel so sick....

lots of things need to study...
and yet my brain is so tiny...
i need a better brain maybe?

feel like crying now...
feel like going back home...
home sweet home~
a place where i dont need to think so much...

hmmm....
maybe after the choir tomorrow morning i should find a place to hide myself?
dont let other people see me...
stay alone and concentrate in my study and assignment?
maybe i should do that....

ok ok....
i know i talk too much already...
shall stop right now...
good night everyone~

exhausted

finally it's wednesday.
finally i can take a break.
was so so busy for the past few days.
and i am going to be a busy woman for the next few days.next few weeks.
lots of things need to be done.
assignments
mid-sem
presentation
really a lot!!
and almost all fall on the same week.

i am going crazy soon.

i really need to take a break.
or maybe i need a hug to get energy.
how i hope that dear is in kl now..........

i know i shall stop right now.
so that i can stuff all those weird weird things into my brain.

i wanne back home!!
i miss home!!!!!
i miss those goyang kaki days at home......

1 如果你喜欢他就告诉他，即使他拒绝了，也不会丢面子，因为在他心里，会因为你的真情而非常非常感激你。

2 如果他喜欢你，要明确告诉他你对他的感情，喜欢就是喜欢，不喜欢就是不喜欢，千万不要怕伤害他而忧郁不决，不要让他等到最后才受到抛弃，因为男孩子的心一旦碎了就很难很难再好起来。

3 男孩子也有自己的脾气，只是因为爱你而压抑着，不要总是任性，有时他们的决定也很有道理.

4 男孩子莫名的向你发脾气，那是因为爱你，把你当成最亲，最贴心，最有安全感的人，千万不要冲他发脾气反击，静静的等着，等他消气后满怀后悔来抱你。

5 他为你准备的东西，即使再难看，再廉价，也要去珍惜，因为那里面融汇着他整晚的思绪。

6 相信他给你多么多么美好的生活，要给他鼓励，因为鼓励会让他创造奇迹。

7 不要总是打探他去哪，告诉他注意安全，你会等着他就可以。

8 不要总说~我爱你~，他会半真半笑着说你烦，但不要不说，因为有时候，他们比女孩子更需要这句。

9 他为你掉眼泪了，那么他是真的非常爱你，珍惜他的每一滴泪，不要道歉，不要安慰，握着他的手，默默的为他擦去泪滴。

10 要信任他，他爱你，就什么都不会骗你，即使真的有欺骗，也是为让你们的爱情能够永远不离不弃。

觉得这10句话很有意思，也很真...

应该好好珍惜身边那个愿意陪着我的他...

i am back to school again.
what a pathetic thing to talk about.
i still prefer stay at home and lazy-ing around.
i miss home.
i wanne back home...

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wanne add something here....
remember our mr.tey?郑大包老师?
he's a father of a 2months old baby now!!
i saw him the other day when i went back to sigs to get stpm cert o!!
haha~
congrats to him o^^

happy valentine's day

was complaining with him early in the morning.
and he came and fetch me at about 12pm.
didn't really do much things with him.
but i just love having him by my side.
he just went back after sending me home.
and i am missing him right now.
won't be able to see him for more than 3weeks i think.
won't come back to jb until next month.
when i am coming back again,
his school starts already.
the next time i am able to see him is when he go back to kl.
sigh...
such a long time to go.....
i miss him so so much....