lalala~nothing to update...stay at home for few days edi...fungus+mushroom+etc growing edi...hehe^^
oh ya!!goh han jie bully me!!beat him up!!beat him up!!
ok ok...i know i am lame...nothing to do mah...haiz...
kacau my dear...since no one chat with me...sigh...

went for praying last night...zhong hua gong hui there...it's chingay time...again...anyway...this is the first time i went there o...never been there before...study at jb for so many years edi also never been there before o...funny right...haha~is was so crowded last night...many people went there to pray pray...saw many beggar there...dont understand why they dont go and find a proper job...they are just as normal as us!!sigh...went to eat dinner+supper after that...that satay babi finish edi...sad man...

today morning should go for jogging with dear de...but he's not stay next to me...far away from me...i dont dare to take bus and go out early in the morning la...ok...you can said that i am lazy...anyway...dear sleep until very late too...nowadays ah...dear wont be able to wake up early in the morning liao la...piggy!!!

i thought dear will go out with me today de...but he didn't...haiz...feel so bored stay at home these few days...keep on thinking what course should i choose...my head gonna burst someday ba...haiz...

dear..i want hug hug...but i know you wont see what i wrote de...you seldom or never come and see de...what you care about is your songs...your prison break...your heroes...i mean the things that you will see...or watch...
ok...i know i should learn to be independence...i should learn to grow up...i shouldn't rely on you so much...but...i need you...

i think i should go and find a job...shouldn't stay at home and goyang kaki anymore...

hmmm...what can i write today??honestly...i dont know...sad right?dont even know what to write...where is that girl who has lots of rubbish to talk about...??where are you???faster come back la...

still...feel very down today...decided to clean my room...packed all my cds...wipe almost everything in my room...want to make myself exhausted...then i will be able to sleep well tonight...but it seems like...it doesn't work ba...dont even feel tired lo...

i still cant decide what to fill in for my 8 pilihan...i was thinking whether i can choose bachelor science(mathematic)...or chemistry...or law...that's the only thing appear in my mind now...but now...what i am worry about is...am i able to go through all these things??am i able to survive??really in a dilemma now...
looking at those papers on the table make me feel so stress...i need to take a break!!

oh ya!!saw something in the newspaper today...angela's coming to malaysia!!this saturday at sungai wang plaza...430pm...she's going to singapore on sunday...bugis...430pm too...
i wanne go!!love her voice and her song la!!who can go with me???

hmmm...i need someone to talk to me...someone accompany me...feel so lonely now...but i am not in the mood to bother anyone...what am i thinking o?!really weird la me...can you act normal a bit??people wont understand you la...

i need to go out and have fun!!
that's it...

现在的心情超想哭的...
未来...茫然...失措...没有了方向...毫无头绪...
头好痛...

谁能...
陪我说说话...

我需要一个能让我好好放松的地方...
我需要一个没有压力的地方...
我需要透一透气...

决定了...这一篇要用中文的...
今天哦...我又出去了...已经是这个星期第5天出去了...

因为啊...那天我很苯啊...买到两本同样的漫画...今天宝贝就带我去换咯...然后啊...女生嘛...开始购物了...嘻嘻^^最近很会买东西哦...宝贝应该也差不多要习惯了吧...哈哈~今天收获不大...只是两双凉鞋...嘻嘻^^

宝贝说哦...成绩可能下星期公布...大选之前公布...怕怕...虽然之前就有听朋友说会在2月尾3月头公布...但是还是很担心...很怕没有大学要收我...呜...

原本想说下星期要去玩的...但是如果真的要回去拿成绩...就不能了啊...嗨...我的计划又要泡汤了...

对了!!刚刚和宝贝去看show village哦...超漂亮的!!我未来的家也要大大间,漂漂亮亮的~
要有那个摇摇...小小的游泳池...花园...窗旁边还有坐坐...主人房的浴室要大大的...要有浴缸哦...最好浴室是用玻璃做的...透明的...天花板也是...还要有一个专放衣服的地方...还有大大的床...都要美美的...dear应该明白我在说什么...

期待我未来的家~~