today is the last day of May...so fast...
honestly,i really have no idea what i have done lo...cant remember...
tomorrow is june edi...most probably the last month for me to stay at home...but most of the time i wont be at home ba...my redang trip...and some other stuff that need to settle...haiz...
feel so tired lo...
i dont want to grow up anymore la...i want to be a little girl...just a little girl without worries...
chyeching,jia you!!do your best for your future!!

hmmm....just a random post la...dont noe what to say...haiz...

i miss my dear!!!

dear going to redang in 1hour time...haiz...he wont be here for 4 or 5days ba...haiz...sien...
lonely~lonely~
dear...i miss you so much!!!
anyway...must enjoy yourself o...take more photo o!!show me when you come back o...next time we go together o...we go pulau perhentian...hehe^^dont leave me alone here...really miss you...

i miss my girlfriends!!

was watching the "present" that jacyln,eehsin,kexin gave me during my 19th birthday.
still remember i was crying when i watch it for the first time.
feel so touch when i saw what they wrote,the picture they put in.
and now when i watch it again,lots of memory la.
i din cry o!!hehe^^
even though form6 is a tough and long journey,but i wish i could go through it again,so that i can have more time to spend with my dearest friends.
i really miss those time we spend together.

i miss you all so so much!!!!!!!!

原来我是那么的害怕
原来我还没做好心理准备去面对即将来临的大学生活
原来我是那么的害怕独自一个人
原来我还是希望有朋友陪在身边的感觉
原来我一直都活在过去的回忆里

什么时候开始我变得那么害怕陌生环境
什么时候开始我不敢去接触新朋友
什么时候开始我变得那么胆小

也许
过去的中学生活
我都是被保护的
身边都是我熟悉的朋友
一直都不需要去面对新的环境
就算是中六也好
身边也有一群朋友陪着我
而这一次
我必须独自去面对新的环境新的生活
身边少了你们
我会不习惯
我会害怕
但是我知道这一次
分离是肯定的
我真的必须自己独自去面对未来的生活了
我真的很怕
我还没准备好

mentally and physically not prepared yet

现在觉得好无助
我真的需要有人陪着我去面对新生活
我需要有人让我知道我不是一个人去面对新生活的

曾经有个人说
他担心我
这样的我怎么一个人生活
这样的我怎么能够适应宿舍生活
什么事都只能靠自己
我记得我告诉他
别小看我
我一定可以的
但是现在我怀疑了
我真的可以吗？

kinda settle edi ba.my problems.
but another problem is rising.

haiz.

can i cry?
am i strong enough to overcome this obstacle?

chyeching!!jia you!!
no matter what,you must be strong!!

yup...i believe i can.