angry

have been study so hard for the past few dayssss.....
but now i am not in the mood to study...how???what happen to me???
is it because of that stewpig lecturer who postponed my presentation and make me can't go home this weekend??i didn't go home this weekend because of this presentation...but now he postponed it!!!feel so angry....
and i couldn't believe that i actually burst out crying because i miss the chance to go home this weekend....

totally not in the mood to study la........how how how?????????????
someone scold me please!!!
i really need to study and do exercises......
lots of things need to do.....
someone scold me please!!!!!!!!!

人生无常

惊讶
无奈
应该是这几天最常有的情绪
几天内听到两位学长学姐的父亲相继过世
真的很惊讶
也觉得无奈去
感慨这个世界总是会有很多突如其来的事发生
让我们措手不及
当事情发生了才来后悔为何当初不抽多点时间陪陪最亲的家人
也许已经太迟了

想说的是
在外念书的朋友
有空多回家陪陪家人
珍惜和家人相聚的时间

下一次当别人问你为什么总是回家呢？
因为家庭的温暖
因为家人是最重要的
因为想要有更多时间和家人在一起
因为不想以后说后悔
所以不管多累
所以不管路途多遥远
所以不管要坐几小时的巴士
所以不管车票多贵
都应该常回家看看家人
看看在家盼着孩子归来的老父老母

很喜欢一句话
别忘了给家里打个电话
始终记住
儿行千里母担忧

不管我们在哪里在做什么
真的没什么事比回家更重要
没什么事比和家人在一起更重要

记得
经常回家

just skype with my family.
i miss them.
i miss home.
some of my coursemate went home edi.
envy them.
if not because of the presentation this coming saturday,
i will be home now.
i don't know why some people don't understand why i love going back home...
it's my home k!!!
the one and only one home that i have!!
nothing is more important than going back home!!
but yet i am stuck here to study for mid term...

***newly found love***
go to library and stay there for whole day!!
i love my school library so so much!!
it was raining the other day when i was down there for a forum....
and these are my dinner.....

tata~
wanne study linear algebra now....

finally i went to library today!!
i love studying in the library...
feel so good~

i need to do the outline for speech com individual presentation now...
but i have no idea which topic i am going to do...
still in dilemma don't know which one i am going to choose...
i did two rough outline last week....
i know which one i want to do deep in my heart...
but somehow what the lecturer said the other day made my hesitate...

i am happy that i didn't start study last minute...
i think i am done with half of the things that i need to study...
feel so happy yet stress...
hopefully i can do well....
+++praying hard+++

i am sad that i might not be able to go home until end of march...
i thought i will be able to go home next week as it is a long weekend again...
but i got exam...
then the following week got simulasi...
cannot go home again...
then 19 march got college annual dinner...
maybe 20march which is friday only can go home...
sigh....
i miss home badly.........
envy those people can go home every weekend...

ok...
shall start doing my outline now...
and study!!!!
tata~

mid semester exam

it's monday blue now.

i skip macroeconomics lecture today.
lecture starts at 8pm to 1030pm.
my friends from my college don't wanne go.
so i have no choice but skip this lecture today.
not i purposely want to skip lecture k....
it's because i dont dare to walk back to college alone...
some of you knew what happen to me last semester when me and my friends walk to DAM...i was so scare until now...i dont dare to walk to any lecture alone since then...even when it's day time...
so it's not my fault for not going to lecture NOW...

today was tired.
as usual.
every monday is very packed.
tuesday too.

i wanne go library!!
i really wanne go!!
but nobody wanne teman me....
sigh...

but i decide edi...
tomorrow i am going to library and study...
too lazy to walk back to college before tutorial...
and it's kinda wasting time too...

ok ok...
i shall start studying now...
having mid semester exam for 4 subjects coming weeks...
and the presentation...
saturday--persatuan pelajar presentation
tuesday--linear algebra and alam&manusia
friday--statistic I
monday--macroeconomic
wednesday--speech com individual presentation
tata~

p/s:i was thinking why his mum didn't call me so such a long time...and after a while she really call me...and now i am talking to her over the phone....