-his little angel-

i got the offer letter from monash.
i was very eager to get the offer letter from monash before this.
but now
i got it already.
i am hesitated.
i dont know whether i should accept it or not.
i thought i will be very happy if monash accept me.
but now
i dont know how i feel now.
it's kinda rojak feeling now.
shall i?or shall i not?

i have to admit that last time i wanted to go to the same uni with my dear.or i shall say i want to meet my prince in uni.but now.i met my prince edi.and most probably he is going there too.and now i am hesitated.i cant imagine he is in the same uni as me.i want him by my side all the time.but at the same time,i dont want him by my side.
the course that monash offer me really caught my attention lo.really make me wanne go lo.
how?what am i going to do?the same old problem that i am facing 2 years ago.haiz.
shall i?or shall i not?