i miss him

seriously...i hope that i am in the same uni with him...now...
i really hope that he is beside me all the time when i need someone to be there for me...
but whenever i feel tired + exhausted + etc...
he is not there for me...
so sad right...?
i know he has his problem and lots of things to do...he has to strive hard for his studies...
that's why i seldom kacau him since uni life starts...
he told me that he might not have much time for me for the coming 4 years...
he might neglect me a lot...
i can understand...truly understand...
but somehow...i am a girl....more over....i am his girlfriend...
i need his care....i need him whenever i am facing problems...he is the one i can rely on...
but he is always not here with me....
worst of all...
he might not be here with me during my convo 3years later...
haiz...

i realize something...
since we go up there...
we will end up quarrel everytime we met...
maybe it is my fault...
sorry...
maybe i really changed a lot...
always throw my temper on you...
get angry easily...
sorry...

honestly...
i regret for not going there with you...
why don't you drag me along...?
i thought you won't want your girl to be in the same uni as you...

i am always the most stupid one...
making the wrong choice...
twice edi...

i miss those days when you send me to school....
i miss those days when you pick me up after school...
i miss those days when i get to see you so often....
i miss those days when we can go dating so often...
i miss those days when we are always together....

i really miss those days so so much...

now
i am at home
now
you are at sunway

300+ km distance

and i miss you so so much




fine...i know i shouldn't sit in front of computer anymore....i know i need to study everything during these "3" weeks holiday...final is coming...i really need to study...i want to get A...i want to get good results...
well....calculus,economics,computer programming,chemistry are waiting for me...


last but not least...
i miss him.