miss him...

kinda miss him right now.he didn't look for me since that day.three days already.i know he's angry with me.since the day we came back together.i know i shouldn't said those words.but i just couldn't control myself.in my opinion,guys should treat their girls nice,help them do everything,treat them like their only princess,handle everything by themselves.etc.every guy should treat his girlfriend as their only princess.maybe i am too yi xiang qing yuan...to think like this...
but what he said that day really hurt me....deep in my heart...i can't help it but feel so hurt...it does make me think a lot....maybe we are in two different world now....totally different world...it seems like we are getting further and further from each other...i can feel the gap between us when we are together...i feel sad....really really sad...and hurt...2years and 4months being together....or i shall say more than 2years and 4months...what happen to us now???
it seems like there is an invisible wall that separate us into two different world...what can i do now??can someone out there tell me what can i do now???i really don't want to lose him...i know how important he is to me...
i know i should took the initiative to call him....but i just couldn't do it...i don't want to "admit" that it is my fault...all because of mian zi...but why i am always the one who took the initiative no matter i am the one in fault or him?!
but i know if i didn't do anything,he won't do anything too.and i can see the consequences....things will become worse....
by the way,i shouldn't worry about this things now...still got one more paper to go before my semester break....i come back home because i want to study and no need to worry about other things.but why am i worry about my relationship thingy now??this shouldn't happen right now!!i should focus in my study!!econs!!

GAN CHYE CHING!!!go and study la!!!don't think of all these thingy anymore!!think so much also no use....he won't care about you de...












i couldn't believe that i am crying right now...because of him....i miss him....