just came back from kl.with dear.went to genting and kl with his family.lots of things to blog.but i am not in the mood to blog now.wanne sleep edi.

oh ya!!my 1st year 1st semester officially end.

and now i am back home!!!

hehe^^

miss him...

kinda miss him right now.he didn't look for me since that day.three days already.i know he's angry with me.since the day we came back together.i know i shouldn't said those words.but i just couldn't control myself.in my opinion,guys should treat their girls nice,help them do everything,treat them like their only princess,handle everything by themselves.etc.every guy should treat his girlfriend as their only princess.maybe i am too yi xiang qing yuan...to think like this...
but what he said that day really hurt me....deep in my heart...i can't help it but feel so hurt...it does make me think a lot....maybe we are in two different world now....totally different world...it seems like we are getting further and further from each other...i can feel the gap between us when we are together...i feel sad....really really sad...and hurt...2years and 4months being together....or i shall say more than 2years and 4months...what happen to us now???
it seems like there is an invisible wall that separate us into two different world...what can i do now??can someone out there tell me what can i do now???i really don't want to lose him...i know how important he is to me...
i know i should took the initiative to call him....but i just couldn't do it...i don't want to "admit" that it is my fault...all because of mian zi...but why i am always the one who took the initiative no matter i am the one in fault or him?!
but i know if i didn't do anything,he won't do anything too.and i can see the consequences....things will become worse....
by the way,i shouldn't worry about this things now...still got one more paper to go before my semester break....i come back home because i want to study and no need to worry about other things.but why am i worry about my relationship thingy now??this shouldn't happen right now!!i should focus in my study!!econs!!

GAN CHYE CHING!!!go and study la!!!don't think of all these thingy anymore!!think so much also no use....he won't care about you de...












i couldn't believe that i am crying right now...because of him....i miss him....

i am worried.
my bao bei is sick.
he used to play with me everyday.
he used to bully me everyday.
but now he got no energy to do these things edi.
hopefully he will get better when he wake up tomorrow.
jia you!!

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came back home for two days edi.
din really get to study.
was so busy for the past few days.
went for my last injection yesterday.
very pain lo!!!
now my hand there red red liao....
pain pain.....

and i cut my hair!!!!!
hehe^^
quite short if compare to last time....
haha~

hmmm.....not much to update la...
need to study edi....
my last subject....
econs~~

tata~

I AM NOT A PERFECT GIRL

down.
i just wanne be myself.
the original me.
not the one in your imagination.
i am just a normal girl.
i am not perfect.
dont force me to do something that i dont want to do.
i dont think i did anything wrong.
if you cant bear with me
please leave me alone.

hubungan etnik is over~~
hooray~

total 50questions and there are 41 questions from past year...even though there are so many questions from past year...but we dont know the correct answer for some of the questions...so i just tembak lo...haha~but know what??for this subject,if we get the correct answer,we will get 1% whereas if we get wrong answer then will deduct 1%...and i am so so brave!!i tembak some answer lo!!the chances is 50%/50% de o!!haha~

two more papers to go...then is the end of my year 1 semester 1....time flies...

after tomorrow EST paper,then i am going back home if nothing goes wrong...

shall start planning my year 1 semester 2 de timetable liao...shouldn't go on like this anymore...must be more rajin...then only can get good results...and i really need to go for exercise!!publicity daddy said he go for exercise such as jogging,cycling,basketball and etc every evening...next sem will go with him ba...haha~and ask my com-mate go along too^^
and i must study and do revision everyday...do more exercise for my maths subject...
and i want to learn french!!

dont know what to do now...shall take a nap....feel so tired now...a bit headache too...

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slept for 2hours just now!!!haha~
exam almost finish le...left 2subjects...
feel so lost...dont noe wat to do edi....

i think i am going to keep my things...need to clear my room so that i can check out on 18 nov...but i have so many things in my room!!!dont know where to start leh.......
anyone out there wanne help me????